This life of mine!
Lie
that I won't tell
Lie
that I don't want to live
I repeat
I repeat that I can't
I can't live like this anymore
with you, with you.
It's not easy
to turn around and simply open the doors
to the world that we want to wake up in.
Our society today
is so indecent
corruption wants to separate us
My nature cries out: "Rebellion!"
I cannot understand
idealisms with the purpose of division.
What if respect was normal?
And harmony amongst us the base of our existence?
Being pessimistic is one of my weaknesses.
Lie
that I won't tell
Lie
that I don't want to live
I repeat
I repeat that I can't
I can't live like this anymore
with you, with you.
With you I lived a thousand situations
laughter, tears, disillusions.
You separated us because of your opinions
of hatred, violence and religions
What's the matter with you?
What are you waiting for?
You ignore the potential we have!
Being different makes us stronger
Free your mind from dead ideals!
What injustice
you committed
in creating an ideal
that based on lies
we believed it to be true.
The lie
spins round and round
Your greed is pure injustice
It's your mind,
the conscious one
That frees you from what awaits you.
Run and run, run and run,
my life keeps running.
That tomorrow doesn't understand
What I defended yesterday.
Sensations already dead
open and break
doors.
Run and run, run and run,
my life keeps running.
Look at me,
look at you
live and feel the dramaturgy
that even colours inspire you.
Who will see you if you hide your mind
inspire yourself,
my darling!
What am I going to do?
What am I going to do?
Hope gets me nowhere
I feel lost in my soul
Fears that cloud my being.
Two weeks full of sorrow
living the insecurity
of feeling broken
confronting a new reality
I don't mind loneliness
when reason stays by my side,
But madness filled my fantasy
Of futures that only await wars, await wars.
Bad news won't go away
They come like sad melodies
You never think they'll come to you
But when they do, they empty you.
To live
the present without complaining
whilst moving forward
is an art like no other.
To know
that life is a challenge
that even laughs in your face
ignoring your morals!
If I seek a better today
I must transform
fears into beauty and harmony.
And in this way I decide
how the world turns for me.
These two weeks made me finally understand this.
Leaves as they fall
are unwittingly calling
the arrival of winter.
Slowly without ceasing
they are randomly painting
the roads with the wind.
Silence will come
and your footsteps will mark
a frozen landscape.
They say goodbye to you today,
leaves with two thousand colours
that will die so soon.
Tree that gave its fruit
with the cold remembered
the end of another summer.
Everything soon will sleep,
while elegantly awaiting
for warmth.
November always leaves me
with a somewhat wounded heart.
It seems to come to threaten
a slightly matured autumn.
I know that winter
brings me a certain tranquility.
But November
sets limits to my soul.
Depressing rainshowers,
You didn't tell me
it would be like this.
Dark days
symbolize a bad omen
that takes hold of me.
I can't tolerate
how time makes the sky suffer.
The earth speaks
she now rebels
making everything sleep.
November takes our life away.
The darkest thing I experienced
where I was born
was a cloudy day.
Greens in thousand shapes
that never experienced winter.
Today I am thrilled
at the change of season,
I enjoy its beauty day by day.
Yet I feel how my anxiety rises
when October comes to an end.
Today in mourning silence
emptiness came,
leaving behing an agonizing landscape.
Unclothed and nostalgic
bid everyone farewell.
It's a tragedy to experience
how a thousand of colours
simply vanish!
Oh I wish patience
limits my sorrow..
At least I always know
there is hope
when being in November.
My suffering is not eternal
for time will go on
and December will soon arrive.
I confuse you
when I kiss your pretty red lips.
Whoever saw it
quiet down
it‘s not a secret to be shared.
I'm not the one who's going to
get into ridiculous trouble
You know how it is
there are moments that come
to persuade you.
I see you, I love you,
desire burns in me;
my head says "This is something else"
mmm I don‘t care
mmm my mouth
wants to kiss you, touch you, love you!
No! No! No!
I'm not going to say
no, oh no, oh no, oh no!
You know!
that I'm gonna go on
oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!
How beautiful it is
to live, to live to live to live!
Ay! Ay! Ay! Ay!
How hard it is to live up
to social expectations.
Society limits me!
Hear how my soul cries!
I live a sincere life!
Let me do whatever I want!
Come here, let's dance
come here, let's play
Give me memories for the days
when we go on with our lives.
Let me touch you and
Come, let us vanish
These are dreams who would have thought
give me all of your witchcraft.
Come here, let's dance
come here, let's play
my head says "This is something else"
Never mind let's keep going,
it's my conscious choice
Let me touch you and
Let us vanish
I'm burning, I'm burning,
I want to love you already!
Let's close the door
I don't want to leave you!
Mark my hour, clock
mark the time where I can go
and fall into the arms
of passions that have no name,
that surround me and take me as I am.
I want to dive into
the hour that does not exist
the time where two thirsty ones
have plenty to drink.
I want to get lost in
the abyss of your mind
without having to remind myself of the clock
of the clock.
I dream of flying,
as high as an eagle
aimlessly, hiding in your sky,
so blue, so much of it, mmm.
No more thinking,
the clouds separate me
from other realities
that are already calling me
to return.
Oh no.
Not now.
It's the twenty-fifth hour on my clock.
When sadness comes,
it comes to me with subtlety.
It tells me that the blue
that I carry in my soul
doesn't want to set me free
doesn't want to untie me.
It takes my hands
tragic and fatal
reminding me of my mortality.
I have no malice
that affects other people
I don't want to be this way:
melancholic, complaining,
I think of something else
that makes me fantasize
and the only thing I feel
is the desire to cry.
No
What happened to me?
Why can't I escape this darkness?
Sadness, you bring
a certain quietness
and my soul turns it into melancholy.
I'm still here.
In my frozen state
Too desolate
I don't know
I never know how
to handle it.
It's hard
when time
stays still
I stay here
without feeling
joy
Without the
warmth
of happiness
I lose my peace
and I lose myself
I lose myself.